I Dont Know

Right, i don't know why I'm gonna write this but i have to put it somewhere. So ever since Saturday my minds been spinning with thoughts. not new thoughts, old thoughts, thoughts i believed had gone and weren't due to come back. Thoughts about a girl. And all because of one conversation. I left these thoughts behind a while ago as i knew that this girl wanted nothing really, however the thoughts may have been behind me but the feelings weren't, they were always there every time i saw her, every time i thought of her, every time i talked to her. I think its the feeling that kept the thoughts in my mind, not visible, hidden behind a wall of sadness. the only thing i knew, was that wall would be broken sometime, no-one can be sad forever, there has to be something that makes them happy or gives them that tiny bit of hope. That might be the case or maybe I'm just gullible but whatever it is, it doesn't matter, the walls been broken and the thoughts are out. Thoughts of "what if", "If only" and "why". She might know I'm talking about her, she might not, she might not even read this, but the only thing i know is, I Love Her, i always have and i always will. She may not like it, She may not care but i can't control how i feel, and to be honest i don't want to. 
If you read this and actually do ask yourself "is he talking about me?" your probably right, theres only one person that this could actually be and that would probably ask themselves that question. if you are that person then I'm sorry, i can't help how i feel and like i said, i don't want to, i just had to find a way to say it, and this is the best i can do.